Maa..lost and FOUND

Back to the PRESENT, after a huge turmoil. Lost my ma suddenly. On 3rd Nov when we started for North Bengal...it was no where in our wildest dream that maa is going to leave us on 17th Nov. She was ill, very ill since march'2010, but not so ill that it would made us to cancel our tour. We reached Lepchajagat on 4th and on 5th, which was my birthday ma got hospitalised and by evening,the condition became so serious that we started for Kolkata on the next morning. And then....struggle continued till 17th. Her lungs had been completely dried out due to a fatal disease called Lung Fibrosis or IPF.
Now, after 3months, I got a present from God,i.e, I'm having my maa in my every dreams since 16th Feb. And those dreams are so real-like, such as I remain completely aware in my dreams, that maa is dead, but two of us are shopping or wondering around and discussing about her absense in my baba's life. And we try to figure out a solution. It feels GREAT. Thanks maa and thank God. And today morning...my  transition from dream to awakening was so wonderful that it left me spellbound. Today maa and I were discussing about baba, who is in Kharagpur now, and maa was telling me that he must be very careful while returning from Kharagpur........and just then, Baba called me and i woke up!!!!

Thanks ma...come to baba's dreams also.